Monday, January 4, 2016

Happy New Year 2016!

Happy new year 2016 guys!

I believe new year means new time for making a new change in our life. People always make a mistakes and this new year thing is one of the chance of us to make a difference, fixing and correcting our past mistakes to be a better person. Although, personally i think we don't have to wait for new year to fix mistakes, even we can fix our mistake starts from now. But, yeah, new year seems like the best start of something, because basically the time seems to be reset, lol.

I also believe that new year means we could see ourselves in the past one year. What we have done in that year, is it another wasted year? lol. So, lets see what i have written last year as my 2015 resolution thingy..

So, i wrote my self to be a better person.
Have i became a better person?
Well, it's quite a hard to answer it. In some point i might be a better person. I think i am a better listener than before. Some of my friends relies on me, talks about their problems. I also make priorities for my tasks, i tend to prior my school assignments than the more fun thing, like hang out. In some point i might be the worse person i've become.
I think i became lazier than before. That's why i gained 2 kilos =.=. I felt myself comfortable by doing nothing in my rented room, lol. But, far beyond that, i broke a man's heart. That made me a worst person.

I also wrote a higher GPA for my one year semester.
But, actually i lost GPA, lol. *sigh*
Quote said: "having a high GPA does not mean that you are smart", i guess i believed that, LOL *my alibi* 

In this post, i don't want to write any resolution. I read somewhere that just around 8-12% of people could succeed doing their resolution. Yeah, 365 days is really a quite persistent thing to be done. So, instead of writing resolution, i might dream about what i will done this year.

Yes, this year i dreamed myself that i finished my master degree. This January i will submit my paper, then the thesis defense will be held on February. After that i will get a job. Either in my dad's company, or in other company, but i think i will help my dad's company. It might be easier to get that job, and most of my friends encourage me to be there. They said that you will learn more in your parents' company.

I also want to have more friends. The one with less drama, cafe-free, although i don't have any idea where i could get those friends. About love? Well, let's see, if i could not make things out with the last one, i might reconsider of having a bf soon. I want to spend and enjoy my loneliness time.

Speaking of b/g-friend thing, Few days ago, my mom asked me about a woman photo on her cellphone. She said that that woman is to be matched with me. WTF?! I saw the picture, and my mom said, "see, she has a big eyes." I replied, "I can tell that the pic is photoshopped. so obvious." LOL. Yes, i say it the truth, the way photo to be edited is too rough<?>.  And beside that, i don't have any interest with her, lol.

I also dreamed myself that i don't want to spend my christmas/new year in my hometown. I've been spent two years christmas and new year in here, with family, and it really feel bored. Not because i don't want to spend my time with them, it just, passing christmas and new year with them seems like another ordinary day passed. It's too unfortunate.

For myself, i want to lost another kilos. LOL. My target is 62kg (now around 65-66kg, sigh). Be a mature man, that listen more, understand more, speak less, eat less (lol). And i have to learn something new, something that is out of the box, out of my comfort zone. I also want to maintain this blog, more update are coming this year! Amen.

Let's make this year fantastic!